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performance mask

**Performance Mask:** For over five years, I served as a sales representative in various locations such as malls, airports, and shopping centers. Throughout this period, one key mindset prevailed: I had to convince myself that I was happy and that it was a great day to earn money. From the moment I woke up until I went to bed, my thoughts were consumed by money and the next sale. While I considered myself a small-scale seller, I always aimed for consistency in my performance. My morning routine was quite simple: I would wake up, take a shower, apply my makeup, dress in my best attire, and spritz on some lovely perfume. As I gazed in the mirror, I reminded myself that today was a prime opportunity for generating income. My daily goal was to achieve at least R3000. If you’ve worked in sales, you understand that once you enter the store, it’s all about the hustle. Even while preparing for the day, you’re constantly on the lookout for potential customers. My experience in sales has taught ...

what if desires are just memories

Do you ever think where desire is  conceived ? And when it's birth ?  Just like the sun the alignment of the desires are just the right amount of heat to keep you going ,the correct distance between  you and your desired outcome  And when you do birth your desire into physical form, you realize you don't know what you up again since this was an internal image once and honestly speaking you're not sure  uncertain what it would look like if you had to see it with your naked eye until you do see it and it's all make sense , like a distance memory like you've been there before only in a dream.  You see if I were describe what is desire desire is it distant memory a memory of a life lived before and now. So if to say soulmate signed contracts with their life partners before entering Earth who is  to say you don't sign I contract deal with your desires before coming to Earth that's this was always yours to achieve , you just forgot that it was yours and it b...

When you let go of who you are, You become who you need

When I let go of what I am I became what I need  Too often we gave ourselves the the label in what we good at , great at even , we often use the phrase "it's just who I am "  Which is great , where if you had to sit with what you say or think is you , you might realise it's just one of the things you can do   You might be a great swimmer, singer songwriter, producer or director. It's like a muscle the more you use it and train it , the stronger and more pronounced it's become , yet still is not quite you ,Just one of the things you great at. The you that is you is like the inner eyes looking at you become what you think you are . Crazy right?   If you have ever lost control over your actions you know what it's feels like to just observe with no desire for control . Scary right? Being good or great at something isn't necessary who we are , think of it as an open window for greatness . Just like in life we acquire skills to communicate with each other ...

A man's jobs equal more than paycheck

Emotional intelligence  I think emotional intelligence is part of dark psychology if that's even a thing. Imagine having the ability to manipulate, not only others but yourself as well , only  in order to figure out what's going on with the world around you and what it is that is needed in order to survive,more like supply and demand . Imagine having the ability to shape shift your spine,the internal space you must create, the energy you must master,the curiosity you must have  and the years of practice,not only to invade yourself but also have a silence glance of the emotional state of others,only to better arm yourself, to better navigate  the room as well. It's more than a tool ,more than a copying mechanism ,it's more than a superpower. Emotionally intelligence doesn't come with age, you can only be aware that you have emotions intelligence. Like a muscle it's only gets stronger bigger, juicier as you feed it.  well how you feed emotional intelligence you as...

unfold

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Gods speed is steady unwavering, commitment, and determination  It's  a sure thing,clarity and certainty.  Watching my plant unfold is a moment of enlightenment, experiencing patience . A great teacher once said we we must learn to uncover what we already have for we already have all we will ever want. If you must seek  ,seek to uncover what's beyond the eyes of man. In other words don't look at what your neighbors plate has ,look at what is in front of you rather  within you ,for what is in front of you is nothing but truth waiting to be unfolded if you would just be curious enough to look. Nature the best teacher and healer you would ever find  Love and light 

symbols, power and wisdom

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postive self talk Imagine awaiting your test paper results as you sit in the classroom full of students awaiting for the results and  in this moment you like "please let me it be a A+. Repeating these words in this moment as if there was a magical wand that would switche whatever that's on the paper . Funny ,this is a recipe for disaster  I would often repeat kind words for myself thinking and believing that they should work like the speed of light for it was this mindset that held me back keeping me from becoming the word that I was programming . Imagine having all the words all the language to place the emotions  that you are experiencing for it is only with symbols , power and wisdom that things fully become alive .  instead of jumping I decided to learn how to steady  my head ,steady my neck learn to stabilize my spine learn to crawl learn take two steps then jump and to run.  We learn through patterns, patterns that we see all around us sym...

unlearning

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Into the world of wonder. unlearrning can feel a lot like sitting around the fire and looking at the sky under a full  moon and light of star's, where the imagination go's wild and free . Where you choose what you want to believe and make that your truth.there is no logic in unlearning,for to learn means apply logic and common sense in a world full of uncertainty with laws in place both  omniversal, and a construct of man's imagination of what is and what isn't. To unlearn ,is to unsubscribe to not being part of , it's feels like drowning or learning to swim with an upwards current. The only time we choose to unlearn is when we have learnt a new way of learning, and being. If you have to do and listen to what is being said ,you are learning and teaching. Fear of trusting the wild imagination or how deep you can understand  the world,and  that has been Gaven to you without the voice of the many . Lossing you the monkey brain  To find the great oneness...