symbols, power and wisdom

postive self talk

Imagine awaiting your test paper results as you sit in the classroom full of students awaiting for the results and  in this moment you like "please let me it be a A+.

Repeating these words in this moment as if there was a magical wand that would switche whatever that's on the paper .

Funny ,this is a recipe for disaster 
I would often repeat kind words for myself thinking and believing that they should work like the speed of light for it was this mindset that held me back keeping me from becoming the word that I was programming .

Imagine having all the words all the language to place the emotions  that you are experiencing for it is only with symbols , power and wisdom that things fully become alive .

 instead of jumping I decided to learn how to steady  my head ,steady my neck learn to stabilize my spine learn to crawl learn take two steps then jump and to run. 

We learn through patterns, patterns that we see all around us symbols that we were not taught yet they are in existent somehow they have a psychological effect on us like  the shape of the stars , the shape of the flower ,the emotions that stir up  when you staring onto the shape of the moon and symbols all around us.

so I believe it is okay to repeat this word that  we think are kind for us  in doing without  forcing the  outcome of what they are rather to immerse in what they would do for you. if you would do them religiously  they become you and you them ,positive affirmation is my daily bread. 

For I am broken , therefore I am willing to break down some more to rebuild with a stronger foundation.

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