what if desires are just memories

Do you ever think where desire is  conceived ? And when it's birth ? 

Just like the sun the alignment of the desires are just the right amount of heat to keep you going ,the correct distance between  you and your desired outcome 

And when you do birth your desire into physical form, you realize you don't know what you up again since this was an internal image once and honestly speaking you're not sure  uncertain what it would look like if you had to see it with your naked eye until you do see it and it's all make sense , like a distance memory like you've been there before only in a dream. 

You see if I were describe what is desire desire is it distant memory a memory of a life lived before and now.

So if to say soulmate signed contracts with their life partners before entering Earth who is  to say you don't sign I contract deal with your desires before coming to Earth that's this was always yours to achieve , you just forgot that it was yours and it became so foggy that you thought you had to chase it in order to receive it and it was and is yours to obtain. desire and want keep us in loop of chasing. the moment you realize  the only reason you have these desires is because of mental fog. To know that you are   erasers desire and you obtain what is your by divine right . How dare I say divine right if I am dreaming  about ,having a dream than this must be a dream come true.