My emotional intelligence was forged in her womb, and in the darkness I play and create.

Learning to say no has felt like a new toy in my little fingers.

It has enabled me to establish boundaries and prioritize my own needs without feeling guilty. This newfound power has allowed me to focus on what is truly important to me.

I frequently used my past as a shield, and I was completely unaware of this behavior and the belief system I had developed for myself. 

I became very good at reading your emotions and mood, used acts of service as a means of winning your love, and for a very long time, your vibration was my high note. I believed I had become enamored with you. You see, in order to comprehend my origin, I had to travel into your sky. I was prepared to recall my path when I at last possessed the knowledge and wisdom. This is the way it is. How exciting! In order to help me remember myself, I made up characters to play with. 

Each character embodied a piece of my journey, reflecting the myriad emotions and experiences that shaped me. As I delved deeper into their stories, I discovered hidden truths about myself and the universe around me.

These insights encouraged me to welcome change and development and opened doors to fresh viewpoints. I experienced a revitalized sense of purpose with every realization, which led me to become a more genuine version of myself. This self-discovery journey has sparked a metamorphosis and motivated me to make audacious decisions in both my personal and professional lives. I'm learning to follow my gut and seize the chances that present themselves as I go along this path.

Yes, despite the fact that saying no still makes one feel alienated or like an unwanted visitor, I am beginning to understand the importance of prioritizing my own well-being and boundaries. Each time I assert myself, I feel a growing confidence that propels me further toward my goals and aspirations.

I'm just a player you made in your own unfolding, so don't take it personally when I say no with a little attitude; I'm just giving back the favor.

Or I'm just saying enough to the energy you possess that once made me feel invisible and undeserving. Forgive the "no" and relearn why I said it, because my words are more than just words; they contain age-old wisdom. Don't merely read; comprehend.